sittin in
traffic another day of feeling
nothing
trying to find somehting i guess
it's back to huffin'
paint and model glue oh how i die
when i look
at you smilin' lovin' life and
all i know is blue
rainy days and cold stares broken
love affairs
everything's beautiful as long as
i ain't there
i guess i wasn't meant to crack a
smile who cares
i think i'll go to sleep for a
while now
i'm barely livin' in my skin
depression's my only friend
and i don't know where i am
heading tryin' to forget where
i've been
and i'm so sick of lying god
please show me that silver lining
cuz i've heard tale and i'm not
well my heads full of hell and
this world's a jail but
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
and as the pain begins to
displace had it to ear level
with this place you see it on my
face a state of suspended grace
gradually i erase and find
comfort in the sickest womb
i might be present but not in the
room
to whom it may consume melting
ensembles bleeding chellos
running through bordellos
drama like othello hidin' out
from poncharello
dead off in the median
fallin apart like usual handin'
out flyers to my funeral
so they say that life's a play
and that all the world's a stage
then for another part i pray the
show ends the same way everday
and my heart carries the pain of
a brain i can't explain am i'm
insane
am i insane
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything good is gone
and everything bad is here
and everything bad is here
and everthing bad is here
it doesn't really matter now does
it
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
and it don't matter and i don't
care
i let my pain into the air
cuz everything good's over there
and everything here's hard to
bear
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